Suatu hari ada seorang anak yang selalu menganggap dirinya tidak mampu dia selalu berbicara
kapan ya gue ultah diberikan apapun yang dimau ?
kapan ya gue bisa kurus?
kapan ya gue bisa kaya?
kapan ya semua nya selalu indah?
kapan ya ga ada rasa sakit?
kapan ya semua nya selalu buat gue?
kapan ya dia akan bersama gue?
kapan ya gue ganti hp?
kapan ya gue berani bilang apa yang gue mau sekarang?
kapan ya gue pny rmh bagus?
itu semua kapan? WHEN GOD! i need your miracle! im tired of this situation. sick. tired. always my fell. I JUST ASK YOU WHEN ? bersyukur saya tuhannn dengan apa yang saya punya sekarang. tapi emang gak bisa kah saya dapat apa yang saya butuhkan? saya sebagai manusia sudah cukup dengan kesengsaraan ini tuhan. kapan semuanya ini berakhir tuhan?
I can imagine but can not receive
maybe I just want more but you do not. . .
I realize, I'm just an ordinary person who does not have anything. . .
amelia haryati lim
Sabtu, 14 September 2013
Selasa, 02 April 2013
miss
i miss you rc :(
iloveyou missyou i want you back to me aaaaaaaaaaaa
baru juga tangal 7 - 02 - 2013 jadi , skrng tanggal 24 - 03 - 2013 masa kita udaan :(
terkadang suka bingung dengan semuanya.. kenapa harus ada perbedaan?
perbedaan yang membuat orang jatuh .
perbedaan yang menghancurkan segalanya
perbedaan antara kaya miskin
perbedaan antara bego pinter
yaaa semuany membuat ku bingung
dibilang sayang ya sayang.. dibilang cinta ya cinta..
dan sekarang di bilang kangen ya kangenn ...
kenapa marga membuat kita berubah satu sama lain?
benci sih ..
nyesel? ya nyesel .. tp uda lewat mau di apaain lg dong ..
dikenalin ke semua keluarganya itu uda cukup buat gue bahagia banget..
karna saat itu gue berasa diri gue sangat pentinng sangat berharga
saat lu bilang : "lu pulang sama gue aja, kemana" sama gue biar yang mau jahatin lu ga bisa krna ada gue"
saat itu gue sangat sangat merasa bahagia nya diri gue punya lu ohgod :(
miss bgd sama smua itu..
walaupun setiap hari gue ketemu sama dia di kelas tp tetep ga bisa ngobatin rasa sayang kangen gue ke dia :((
gue rela kok kalo dia pacaran sama yang lain tp pliss jgn sama yang itu :"")
bisa gila gue kalo tau kenyatan yang mematikan seperti itu ..
iloveyou rc! :*
gue hanya berharap lu inget sama kenangan yang ude kita lalui..
jalan, mkan, ketwa, peluk, cium semuanyaaaa missya!
i love you :"')
iloveyou missyou i want you back to me aaaaaaaaaaaa
baru juga tangal 7 - 02 - 2013 jadi , skrng tanggal 24 - 03 - 2013 masa kita udaan :(
terkadang suka bingung dengan semuanya.. kenapa harus ada perbedaan?
perbedaan yang membuat orang jatuh .
perbedaan yang menghancurkan segalanya
perbedaan antara kaya miskin
perbedaan antara bego pinter
yaaa semuany membuat ku bingung
dibilang sayang ya sayang.. dibilang cinta ya cinta..
dan sekarang di bilang kangen ya kangenn ...
kenapa marga membuat kita berubah satu sama lain?
benci sih ..
nyesel? ya nyesel .. tp uda lewat mau di apaain lg dong ..
dikenalin ke semua keluarganya itu uda cukup buat gue bahagia banget..
karna saat itu gue berasa diri gue sangat pentinng sangat berharga
saat lu bilang : "lu pulang sama gue aja, kemana" sama gue biar yang mau jahatin lu ga bisa krna ada gue"
saat itu gue sangat sangat merasa bahagia nya diri gue punya lu ohgod :(
miss bgd sama smua itu..
walaupun setiap hari gue ketemu sama dia di kelas tp tetep ga bisa ngobatin rasa sayang kangen gue ke dia :((
gue rela kok kalo dia pacaran sama yang lain tp pliss jgn sama yang itu :"")
bisa gila gue kalo tau kenyatan yang mematikan seperti itu ..
iloveyou rc! :*
gue hanya berharap lu inget sama kenangan yang ude kita lalui..
jalan, mkan, ketwa, peluk, cium semuanyaaaa missya!
i love you :"')
Jumat, 09 November 2012
DEAR YOU SPAM!
all because lu spam.
and finally I hate lu :)
good, friend macem what modusin boyfriend? haha
u like him?
hurt me, it hurts. try if lu so I want in gituin? I was sad
u always make me hopeless :) thanks ya loh
dong please do not make me hate u behavior, tired.
if u so I'm not too sure u guys u in godain on hold message with someone else. please stop dong.
I do not like when a rich way.
and finally I hate lu :)
good, friend macem what modusin boyfriend? haha
u like him?
hurt me, it hurts. try if lu so I want in gituin? I was sad
u always make me hopeless :) thanks ya loh
dong please do not make me hate u behavior, tired.
if u so I'm not too sure u guys u in godain on hold message with someone else. please stop dong.
I do not like when a rich way.
understand my feeling please
please go out in my life with him.
sebelum lu dateng tenang - tenang aja loh enak nyaman , kenapa ada lo semuanya berubah?! lu buat gue bete. THANKS
fucking people.
i hate you spam :)
Selasa, 30 Oktober 2012
Dear boyfriend ;;)
i like you boyy ;;) sometimes i hate you , and sometimes i need you :$ ahahah
pocket first met you my feelings just like any other ordinary .. I consider you a friend. but the end is nothing strange in me .. arrived - arrived I love with you..
I love it when you smile at me happy .. it was like time stopped in time =))
white tall handsome cute, there is also another sparrow lesum was very handsome :$
i like you boyy ;;) sometimes i hate you , and sometimes i need you :$ ahahah
pocket first met you my feelings just like any other ordinary .. I consider you a friend. but the end is nothing strange in me .. arrived - arrived I love with you..
I love it when you smile at me happy .. it was like time stopped in time =))
white tall handsome cute, there is also another sparrow lesum was very handsome :$
Jumat, 28 September 2012
dear god,
im tired god :( this is my life but no first life :( .. god why in my life must have changed? i hate something in my life changed!! i hate god.. Now this is not rich my life: (from the top is flat and calm arrived - arrived fell into the hole very steep sea: (
I have closed all I desire God? What's up with that everything will go well again? and I got to experience all of this? I cape god .. cide always come home from work every cry just because it's longer again .. tuhan aku ank ank can not like that others are gods? I have used new hard god I will be happy? yes god?
If one day I'm over it now I'm rich, I can buy everything what I want, whether can return to the school where I am a god? This long journey god: (
I trust and believe I will be able to buy what I want and I will help mom and cide! someday I'll make them happy! they are already hard, uda cape .. time for me and I udah udah big success I'll buy everything mouths insult me!!!!!!
god, i always love you, need you, miss you more than anything .. I'm praying that I can be all that I want and god bless always .. I'm sure God will send spirits ingenuity continues on and on to me .. everything will go well and I can sepertu originally something that makes me happy .. home, hp, school, money, life everything I leave it to your father .. for I am only human who can only plan .. and You are the one who will refine and make all my dreams come true plan .. amen god .. tuition? I leave it to you father .. For you who have this world! I'm glad you made me hard. because I'm sure someday I'll be rich and everything will go well! I do not like childhood
Trimakasih god
im tired god :( this is my life but no first life :( .. god why in my life must have changed? i hate something in my life changed!! i hate god.. Now this is not rich my life: (from the top is flat and calm arrived - arrived fell into the hole very steep sea: (
I have closed all I desire God? What's up with that everything will go well again? and I got to experience all of this? I cape god .. cide always come home from work every cry just because it's longer again .. tuhan aku ank ank can not like that others are gods? I have used new hard god I will be happy? yes god?
If one day I'm over it now I'm rich, I can buy everything what I want, whether can return to the school where I am a god? This long journey god: (
I trust and believe I will be able to buy what I want and I will help mom and cide! someday I'll make them happy! they are already hard, uda cape .. time for me and I udah udah big success I'll buy everything mouths insult me!!!!!!
god, i always love you, need you, miss you more than anything .. I'm praying that I can be all that I want and god bless always .. I'm sure God will send spirits ingenuity continues on and on to me .. everything will go well and I can sepertu originally something that makes me happy .. home, hp, school, money, life everything I leave it to your father .. for I am only human who can only plan .. and You are the one who will refine and make all my dreams come true plan .. amen god .. tuition? I leave it to you father .. For you who have this world! I'm glad you made me hard. because I'm sure someday I'll be rich and everything will go well! I do not like childhood
Trimakasih god
Selasa, 31 Juli 2012
hhmm.. sekarang gue uda sma nih.. cepet banget baru juga kemarin gw smp eh skrng uda sma hehhehhe..
gw sma kls 10d sekelas sama ank ank dari buddhi jg ..
gue ga tau kenapa gw ingin sma .. semua temen temen gue pada smk dan gue ke ilangan mereka smua.. sedih sihh ya abis mau di apain lagi .. mereka smk dan gw sma,..
di SMA ada guru killer dan bikin gw pengen nangis .. tuh guru ngajar fisikaa ... hhmmmmmmm...
gw sma kls 10d sekelas sama ank ank dari buddhi jg ..
gue ga tau kenapa gw ingin sma .. semua temen temen gue pada smk dan gue ke ilangan mereka smua.. sedih sihh ya abis mau di apain lagi .. mereka smk dan gw sma,..
di SMA ada guru killer dan bikin gw pengen nangis .. tuh guru ngajar fisikaa ... hhmmmmmmm...
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